Penelope Der Yuen Neutra

07/09/06

Welcome

Penny died peacefully in her bed at home at 8:45AM on Friday, March 9th. Raymond was at her side.

An obituary was published HERE.

Click on HERE to see a Photo Gallery of friends, family and art. Please use the comment form at the bottom of this page to leave a memory or thought about Penny.

Click HERE to download "Remembering Penny" (it's a "pdf" file and may take a few moments to download) This is my reflections on Penny's life and accomplishments.

With Appreciation,

Raymond Richard Neutra

Comments

  1. Hi Penny this is your old school chum who always admired you for your great talent in skiing, and now I can see your talent in sculptures and drawings. You are truly amazing. Even though we are far apart all I have to do is close my eyes and see you with all my heart. I have fond memories of you that will last a lifetime. Some day our loving father will make it so you can go on a ski slope once again. Love your friend. Dottie Evans Pierson

    Comment by Dottie Evans [Visitor] — 07/18/06 @ 00:11

  2. Hi Penny-this is your kinda old now, school friend Floyd Farrar. I vividly rememeber how much fun we had laughing at all the antics of the us and our classmates. We always admired your prowess on the ski slopes and were envious at how effortlessly you glided down the slopes. I remember your fabulous grin and especially your laugh. Our days at old Rim Hi were made much better and bearable because of your presence. I am truly sorry that I didn't stay in touch after we left school but as usual life got in the way. We did however meet up at the various ten year reunions and I will treasure those times. Penny dear friend you were one of a kind and I am glad I had the privilege of knowing you. I am so greatful that I got to meet you and your husband at the reunion we had in Hesperia. One day we all will meet up again, and this time we won't have to take Latin class with Mrs. Fessenden. Take it easy and take care- your friend, Floyd Farrar.

    Comment by Floyd Farrar [Visitor] — 07/25/06 @ 02:15

  3. So much left unspoken, so little time left.

    Comment by Ron Grow [Visitor] — 07/25/06 @ 10:17

  4. Dearest Penny, Just recently I thought of you, as I have often through the years, and wondered how you are and where. I have such treasured memories of our friendship. Your artwork is lovely, thankyou for sharing it with us! I too paint, in acrylics. Many ask me to paint their pets, or their children. I loved you then, and I love you now. God bless you and your family, Dixie

    Comment by Dixie Fox Shoemaker [Visitor] — 07/25/06 @ 11:21

  5. Hi Penny, don't know if you remember me, but I do you. A beautiful lady who skied so beautifully. Haven't seen you since high school, but certainly never could forget you. God Bless you dear. Donna

    Comment by Donna Heckman [Visitor] — 07/25/06 @ 14:46

  6. Penny, I remember you as a "worldly" senior when I was a naive freshman at Rim. My mother, Margaret Houck, was the registrar. You were so respected. You truly made our world a better place. Fondly, Kathie Houck Ross

    Comment by Kathie Houck Ross [Visitor] — 07/25/06 @ 20:44

  7. Hi Penny, I think of you often and the good times we had at Rim Remember seeing you at Joe and Mary's when you came up to visit them in Sky Forest. Had a great chat with you at the reunion at Errol and Karen's. May God Bless you. Jerry Fulton

    Comment by Jerry Fulton [Visitor] — 07/26/06 @ 14:33

  8. My dear Penny, I think of all the times we spent together. I was a junior and you were a senior, and I looked up to you so much. The weekend's I spent with you and your family in Running Springs. I remember the first time I smelled your Carnation Perfume and loved it so much that your mother bought me my very own bottle. How happy I was. There was the time that your brother Doug, myself, you, and I believe, Dave Hunter, went to the movies. We had such a great time talking mostly about jazz. Our last visit was the one I made to San Jose, to be with you and Tim, while he was having physical therapy after his swimming accident. I remember letting Mr. Matthews know that you would not be attending the Reunion in Snow Valley, as a result of the accident. Go peaceful, and God Bless my dear, dear friend. Sandy Young-Hentzen nee Ely

    Comment by Sandy Ely [Visitor] — 07/26/06 @ 19:42

  9. Dear Penny, Thank you for sharing your website with us. Thank you Raymond for setting it up. What a wonderful way to "Get in touch" again and rekindle old memories. Your artwork is beautiful and so is your family—but then, how could it not be when it was produced by such a lovely and talented person. Thank you Penny. You are much loved by many classmates and friends. Take good care of each other. Love, Madli

    Comment by Madli Metsik Nzsh [Visitor] — 07/27/06 @ 00:24

  10. I remember Penny as a bubbly, friendly, talented girl. We were on the ski team together and we all thought she had the potential to go to the winter olympics. It's wonderful to see this website and see the direction her many talents took. Although I left school to marry at the end of my junior year, I still carry the fond memories of my classmates at Rim High and have always considered Penny a good friend. My thoughts and best wishes go with you, Penny, on your glorious journey. I look forward to seeing you on the other side. Mary Beth Livesay (nee Walker) MandDLivesay@netzero.com

    Comment by Mary Beth Livesay (nee,Walker) [Visitor] — 07/27/06 @ 12:20

  11. Penny - Over the years I have thought about you often, and the few good times we had at Rim. I am so saddened at your illness. You are wonderful lady. The great question is why does these things happen to such good people. Our prayers are with you. Dave Hunter

    Comment by Dave Hunter [Visitor] — 07/27/06 @ 18:06

  12. Dear Penny, You are loved and will never be forgotten. Although many years have past, the memories of your friendship have remained in- tact. I cannot write this brief note to you without developing some tears...nostalgic tears of times past...times that were fun, meaningful, and great but above all, memorable! You will always hold a very special place in my heart. May God bless you and your family always! As Dave Hunter and others have said, Our Prayers Are With You. Gary Kolman

    Comment by Gary Kolman [Visitor] — 07/27/06 @ 22:34

  13. Penny - this time of year the Tiger lillies are blooming all over Vermont. They have always reminded me of you, ever since I was a young child. So full of grace and beauty, and looking so delicate but thriving in the summer heat. Just the other day I thought of pressing one in a book to save for you. I miss you terribly and wish I were around to spend time with you and Tim and Raymond. I have always felt like a part of your family, and I have the fondest memories of growing up under your eyes. Your incredible children are my best friends, AND you introduced me to my first love. I remember every spring trip we took, and each trek up to the American River is ripe with stories and wonderful memories. So many good times, and always under your loving, caring, and wise guidance. My favorite painting, which hangs in our house, is one Tim did from one of your charcoal drawings. It warms my heart each time I see it because it came from both of you. My love to your entire family. Craig

    Comment by Craig Westling [Visitor] — 07/28/06 @ 09:55

  14. Penny is an amazing spirit who has touched many lives deeply - certainly mine. I treasure the pottery she made which is still in daily use almost 30 years later. She brought the best to people's lives, and lives from the heart. Her spiritual depth, artistic eye, love of music, beauty and truth, and her devotion to her loved ones sets a benchmark few will achieve. In the end, we measure life by the people we have known, and the ways in which we have in some way made a contribution to humanity. Penny is a treasure who has brought an incredible amount of beauty and soul to the world. It is my priviledge to know her and be a friend to her and all the many wonderful people in her family. We should all give Raymomd a hug for his love and kindness for Penny that flows like a river. - Mark Levinson

    Comment by mark levinson [Visitor] — 07/28/06 @ 11:39

  15. Penny, you have been a guide and inspiration to me for almost 40 years--always a pioneer in some new territory into which I too am venturing--earth-mother, musician, gardener, artist, Sandinista, Buddhist, caregiver, elder, transcient being. You were there for Craig when I was not, as well as when we all tried our best to be one big loving family, and then for the blended extended families we nurtured. And you brought us amazing Raymond. RC & I awaken daily beside a painting you gave us, full of beauty, grace and kindness....your presence, a gift. Always your sister, Annabelle

    Comment by annabelle westling williams [Visitor] — 07/28/06 @ 15:48

  16. my first trip too calif at 16yr.old...visiting my sister renee...i met penny...the most beautiful women i had ever seen...she walked in beauty(a native saying) may you walk in beauty...she does..everything she touched...with the grace and manner of her ancestors with her contemporary eye for life, art,music,clay,motherhood,people,everything she touched ...she walks in beauty...many blessings. ricky

    Comment by ricky........rick rivard..........renee's brother [Visitor] — 07/28/06 @ 16:54

  17. Ah, Penny. To paraphrase Dylan: We were so much older then, we're younger than that now. You tuaght me so much, that I didn't understand at the time. I see you in my heart with your spirit and love. Thank you for this opportunity to reach out to you again. I will keep you in my heart and in my prayers. Love, Betty

    Comment by Betty Rivard [Visitor] — 07/28/06 @ 23:13

  18. My Dear Penny...I wish I was there to tell you how much I love you. You are in my heart always and forever. What a mircle meeting you..I celebrate our friendship...we had so many laughs and our laughter sourrounds me with such delight..I will never say good bye because we will never be part...and you can be sure that we will get to ski together next time around. I can just see us with the kids in the 2cv roaring around the corners into Canyon laughing and having so many thrills.....with food,with our Children, our house making, ah the music, pottery, sewing.... you are in the fabic of my soul...and the depth to such a level that Corrina named her baby after YOU and me!! Penelope Katheryn--she got us both!!(Lucky girl) May my love and hugs surround you and Raymond and your families with light. Ah....More later, xxoo Katheryn

    Comment by Katheryn [Visitor] — 07/29/06 @ 12:10

  19. Dear Aunt Penny, I cherish so many memories of you; mental portraits that surface with random sights, sounds, touches and smells (bay leaves, honey, Indian food, sitar and tabla music, smooth-glazed pottery, shiny, silky hair, nubbly wool sweaters). Thank you for all your kindnesses to the tomboy niece who wanted so much to be like you. You trusted me to hold the new baby Abe. You made me a special soup when I felt "urpy." You showed Laura and me how to cook chupattis and dahl. We laughed together when we threw the first burned chupattis out the window of the "bee house." You let me comb your long hair and play with putting it up in different ways. You quietly assumed that if you gave me paper and paint, that art would flow forth. I felt no judgement from you, just quiet acceptance and appreciation. You inspire(d) me. Many hugs to you, Raymond and all the family. Love, Katie.

    Comment by Kate Whan (aka Katie Lynn) [Visitor] — 07/30/06 @ 01:53

  20. Dear Penny, Although it's been many years since we have seen each other thanks to Raymond and Bert Maxted and other old Pomona friends I feel like we have never really lost touch. I've been aware of the many joys of your life and of the sorrows as well.Your strength and dignity even at the worst of times has always been an inspiration and model for me and I thank you so much for that gift. With great affection. Norm

    Comment by Norm Hines [Visitor] — 07/30/06 @ 15:45

  21. Penny, When we attended Rim High I remember oh so well that when you walked into a class room your aura of beauty would light up the room. I will always remember you as having a distincdive natural quality-------A beutiful lady then and a beautiful lady now! God Bless You... Isis (Ely) Brown

    Comment by Isis (Ely) Brown -- RHS 1958 [Visitor] — 07/30/06 @ 16:50

  22. Dearest Penny -- How well I remember the days of being young mothers together, and before that, of you teaching us all how to make soup of a Chinese winter melon. Wonderful laughter, wonderful tales you told us. And of having dinner with you and Raymond in your Westwood home one night when I was alone and blue one night and how you cheered me with reminiscence and dreams of better times to come. I love you still, beautiful spirit, talented woman, strong heart. Joanne

    Comment by Joanne Sears [Visitor] — 07/31/06 @ 00:51

  23. Dear Penny, Throughout our forty some year freindship we have loved and cherished you. We are deeply saddened by the cruelty that fate has visited on you. We wish that you can find peace in some corner of your world. Love, Sarah and Sieg Hesse

    Comment by Sarah and Siegfried Hesse [Visitor] — 07/31/06 @ 21:38

  24. Ah, Penny...When I met you so many years ago you were a breathtakingly beautiful young woman of profound innocence, grace, and deep wisdom who welcomed me, Katheryn, Miklos, and Corrina into your open and loving arms. You gave of yourself completely, and, just as the bowl fired in your kiln, left nothing but the pure white ash of hope and love. I will remember you in this life and beyond and know that we will always travel together, soulmates sharing a smile, a laugh, a glass of wine, even a tear or two, and a glorious vision of what it really means to be a complete human being, for which you have set the ultimate standard. Take care and I love you, William

    Comment by William Wright [Visitor] — 08/01/06 @ 13:09

  25. Dear Penny and Raymond--Thank you so much for sharing your beauty and love of life with us and with so many others.We only wish that we had taken the opportunity to get to know you better when we all had the energy and enthusiasm of younger days. Warmest regards--Pearl and Al Leonard

    Comment by Pearl and Al Leonard [Visitor] — 08/02/06 @ 12:52

  26. Dear Penny, Thanks to you, and your wonderful stage manager, Raymond, for sending the beauty of your creative mind and soul far and wide to your friends "out there." It is my deep regret that our times with you and Raymond were so rare and brief; so, many of my images and feelings about you are reflected from Raymond. I find your love story very warming and wonderful and in a special way you "rescued" our Raymond. I knew him floundering a bit and then reborn when was able to be reunited with you, the love of his life. I have seen how much he loves you and the depths of his devotion to you. And that informs me in a deep, intimate way about you. With ongoing love, Walter

    Comment by Walter Gundel [Visitor] — 08/08/06 @ 12:40

  27. Hi Penny and Raymond. I just sent you a long email and hope you can transfer all of it here. (I am a digital dinosaur and am amazed I got this far!) This is an amazing project, Raymond. Thank you so much for creating it, not only for Penny and yourself, but for all of us who love and know her. What a great way for all of us to remember our times together and share our memories with each other. Penny, dear, I have already said so much about the years we spent talking about our work, lives, children and loves as our children and work grew up together. What I forgot to say was how beautiful I always found you, your work and your gentle poetic and creative energy. It has been an honor and privilege to have been part of your life. Thank you. And as several others have noted here, your love for each other has been inspirational. Much love Andrée

    Comment by Andree Singer Thompson [Visitor] — 08/08/06 @ 15:05

  28. Dear Penny, It is August again and this year I am planning a short trip to Tassajara and I'm remembering the wonderful intimate evenings you and Raymond and I spent together in Santa Cruz on your return from that restorative place. You have such a deep place in my heart and mind -- I can see you now as I hold one of your bowls that I cherish. Seeing you in your garden and your complete connection to the plants and flowers, even as illness settled into you, was an inspiration of a life met totally and unhesitatingly. I feel so fortunate to know you and Raymond and to share a small part of your journey with you. With continuing love and respect, Katherine

    Comment by KATHERINE THANAS [Visitor] — 08/08/06 @ 16:09

  29. We have shared many memories. We spent many days in my kitchen trying to dream up moneymaking schemes and talking about our work, our lives, our beautiful boychildren, our loves. Our children played together here and at your lovely place in Canyon. We worked together in the Voulkos studio. Your energy was always lovely to experience, full of love, compassion and creative thinking. You even worked in my studio sometimes. YOu were, and still are, one of the world's remarkable women. You are an important part of my art/friend/work relationships history and will remain so, regardless of what "state" we may be in. I suspect we will all be joined eventually in that special place for lovers of clay. I send you love and fond memories. Love andrée

    Comment by Andree Thompsohn [Visitor] — 08/08/06 @ 18:11

  30. Dearest Penny, I am remembering when I arrived in California more than 17 years ago and was introduced to you, Raymond and Tim by Annabelle. You welcomed me into your family with open arms as if I were a long lost friend and you helped me to get my start here. I thank you deeply for the loving kindness that you showed me. Years later when my husband, Carlos and I adopted our girls you always showed such interest in our family and your love for children was so obvious when you were around them. Though we didn't see you often, Haley and Mimi remember you and want you to know that you will be missed. Thank you, dear Penny, and know that our love is with you now and always. Peace be with you, Annie

    Comment by Annie [Visitor] — 08/09/06 @ 09:19

  31. Dear Penny, I have just read your husband's extraordinary tribute to you. He has given you, those of us who barely know you, a special place in our hearts. Please know that you are loved and we will all miss you. Raymond's friend and colleague, Lloyd

    Comment by Lloyd Morgan [Visitor] — 08/11/06 @ 11:44

  32. Dear Penny, Lloyd Morgan sent to my husband, Sam, Raymond's beautiful and loving tribute to you. It has to be the most touching, thoughtful story I've read. We met just once, last year, when you and Raymond came to our California condo for dinner. I knew you were an extroadinary woman then, and you will remain in my heart and memory forever. Sherry

    Comment by Sherry Milham [Visitor] — 08/11/06 @ 15:25

  33. Dear Penny, I have never met you, but I was very much aware of you in the next room when some friends and I had tea with Raymond a few weeks ago. As I left, I passed by, and wanted very much to go in and see you, but knew it was no business of mine. Now I have read Raymond's beautiful tribute to your life, both together and apart, and learned of your artistic spirit. It was so easily seen infused in your home---the flowers, the pictures, the colors, the feel. How lucky you and Raymond are to have found each other...twice! May your last days be peaceful and may you leave secure in the love that so apparently surrounds you. Marne Glaser

    Comment by Marne Glaser [Visitor] — 08/17/06 @ 11:59

  34. Dear Penny and Ray, Thank you so much for sharing these wonderful images. I think of you often and keep you in my prayerful hopes. Linda

    Comment by Linda Killian Walsh (Pomona '61) [Visitor] — 08/17/06 @ 15:40

  35. Dear Penny, I always knew that you were both incredibly nice and the prettiest person at Pomona. However, I am in awe of your strength and courage that has carried you for so long and through so many travails. By my lights, you are the very best, Love, Steve

    Comment by Steve Peters [Visitor] — 08/17/06 @ 17:01

  36. Dear Penny: Through Raymond's love song describing the enormous impact you have had in enhancing the lives of many people around the world, it is clear that you have made a significant impact. So many treasure their time with you and the example you set by your vibrant enthusiasm for life. You and your works of art will continue to influence others in spirit and in fact. I am grateful for your radiance and the moments at Pomona we shared. Visions of you will shine in my heart and help light my path. Jeanny

    Comment by Jean MacNeil Cushman [Visitor] — 08/17/06 @ 17:20

  37. Dear Penny; At Pomona I was not fortunate enough to have had an opportunity to become a friend -- only aware, on occasions when a beautiful image passed quickly by, that someone very special was near. You are known to me only indirectly, through the expressions of other friends and the joy and love which has always been expressed by Ray. Your courage, strength, and beauty are always there to inspire, and the triumph of the love within your family over the cruelest of human ills gives hope to us all. Ray's father created structures and spaces within them that nourished people; Ray's intellect and work have made them healthier, and your love has touched more hearts, and healed more souls, than you could ever have imagined. Joe

    Comment by Joseph Peter Myers [Visitor] — 08/18/06 @ 02:49

  38. My dear Penny, Though we have not been in touch for many years, thinking of you over those years and even today has always led to that sense of peace and well-being that one felt in your presence. "The peace of God, which passes all understanding," be with you, Raymond and your family now and evermore. Lee

    Comment by Lee Van Valkenburgh [Visitor] — 08/18/06 @ 21:07

  39. The webpage is a special gift to my family from Penny and Raymond, because I am gathering stories of American women born in China who can be role models to my wonderful grandaughters Elise Lui Wen Tan, and Genevieve Yian Zi Lian, still young girls of 7 and 10, but increasingly intrigued by their Chinese heritage as it blends with their So. California present. I will keep this for them. Penny, you will be the third wonderful women for them to read about and know when they are older. There is a such a note of triumph in Penny's story, certainly not the least of which involves Raymond's wonderful and generous decision to share his expression of love for Penny, and hers for him, with the rest of us. Thank you both.

    Comment by Linda Fetterly Root, Pomona '61 [Visitor] — 08/19/06 @ 11:26

  40. Thank you. I returned to Pomona after a semester away and spent the rest of my sopomore year living in Mudd-Blaisdell, where Penny was also living. Her room was filled with art - too filled, she thought - and I was the grateful recipient of a large painting by her brother Doug, supposedly done of a fellow who was a lifeguard at Avila Beach, where we San Luis Obispo kids spent every possible moment while growing up. That picture was with me through the rest of college, and is with me today, having hung in my home for 46 years. Ray I remember on a semester break ski trip to Mammoth. He spent a lot of time practicing his Chinese caligraphy on the toilet paper. Now I know why he was so intent upon perfecting that skill. Thank you both. Thank you very, very much.

    Comment by Beverly Butler James [Visitor] — 08/21/06 @ 23:47

  41. Dear Penny and Raymond, Thanks for letting me know you have this wonderful website for Penny. Though I stayed with you in a short time in 2001, I was so impressed by Penny's smiling, her courage and attitude toward life as well as your family's support to Penney. I sometimes feel regret that I did not stay with Penny for a longer time at that time. Your web lets me know more about her life and her talent. though she has shown me many old photos of her family and her arts. I download the photo of Penny and Chuffy, and I will keep it as a memory of her. Thank you, Raymond, for your establishment of this website and keeping Penny's love, peace and courage for ever. Su-su

    Comment by Su-su Liao [Visitor] — 08/22/06 @ 03:15

  42. Dear Penny, I want to put in writing what I told you in person and on the telephone several times. Thank you so much for your warmth and for your generous spirit. When our son Robert became a quadriplegic in a diving accident in 1992, you shared yourself, your feelings, and your experiences about Tim's accident. You gave me hope when I was devastated and discouraged. You enabled me/us to hope that Robert would become independent. (He graduated with honors from Oberlin College and lives in Ohio with his wonderful wife!) You enabled me to help other parents: I will always be grateful for you. Mary Triest

    Comment by Mary Triest [Visitor] — 08/23/06 @ 23:24

  43. Dear Penny and Raymond, I have only known you in the years since Penny's health began to decline. I remember eating chinese food at a place along San Pablo Avenue one night with you two. What I witnessed then, and since, was a deep and loving relationship. You, Penny, sat in utter repose, with a beautiful smile, holding Raymond's hand. Raymond, your gentle and loving attention gave her support but showed deep respect for her independance at the same time. Reading Raymond's very personal and moving tribute to you, Penny, I am left thinking, how special this relationship must be and how together you have led creative, intellectually brilliant, and family centered lives. Raymond, thank you for sharing Penny's life and her artistic and family endeavors with so many in this way. At such times as these, it is good to reflect upon what is most important in life. Best wishes to you and your family, Libby Kelley and her family, Bill and Will

    Comment by Libby Kelley [Visitor] — 08/29/06 @ 13:53

  44. Penny, you are among those friends during High School that I remembered because of your charm and personal beauty. I note by reading some of the other comments that others feel the same about you. I suspect that you don't remember me, but I am Judy Maitlan's (Malcom) cousin. As I spent much of my time during High School on the mountain as a Santa's Helper, I attended many of Judy's parties. In fact, you and I went to the movies (Lake Arrowhead) together (yes, a date) You were, and still are a great person with a wonderful personality. Only sorry we did not stay in touch. So true of many of my friends of yesteryear. May the love and peace of God be with you and your family. Tom Holmes

    Comment by Tom Holmes [Visitor] — 09/04/06 @ 12:55

  45. It's been one of those rainy/sunny summers, Penny. I look up and see clouds that just take my breath away, mountains that change every time I look at them. I stand in the Kenai River and cast for salmon and look up and see terns swooping, eagles moving with such elegance. Once when I was there with Aaron, we watched a fat bear, all circles, lumber along the bank then up into the trees. Georgia came here and caught a fish at Hidden Lake. Jud brought his son, Josh, when Josh was just 14 and we fished Sixmile River and caught silvers and pinks, dog salmon and trout. Amazing. I thought of you last year when I was down at Twentymile River on Turnagain Arm. I'd been doing some meditation with friends. It helped me remember to look up and see what was around me while I was trying to catch some hooligan in my dipnet. And what I saw was water and shore and stumps and birds and trees and mountains and glaciers and sky and clouds and air that held it all together. I just went through the pictures Ray has put together and saw so much beauty in your work...the delicacy of your drawings like the delicacy of the way you stand. I loved the pots. And the picture of you that watches over everything is just as it should be. I miss you. Jud sends his love and so do I.

    Comment by John Blaine [Visitor] — 09/05/06 @ 20:53

  46. Penny...we go back so far...I can see you in Canyon up on the hill with a pot belly stove heating your home with David and the kids. I remember so may special qualities you have...the time you took to make a dress for me...the dim sum we often shared in SF when Yank Sing was on Broadway. There isn't one time when I eat at a dim sum restaurant now that I don't think of you. ..the times we shared being new mothers..the pottery you made... your beautiful long dark hair that you sunned to dry on the porch in Canyon...and throughout the years the talks we've had...I appreciatei you and Raymond for all that you have done for us... You deserve this beautiful tribute. Thank you Raymond. Carol Schroeer

    Comment by Carol Chirman Schroeer [Visitor] — 09/06/06 @ 07:54

  47. Dear Penny, You are the most luminous and beautiful woman I have ever known - you have always spread light, warmth and love around you. I feel it surrounding me now just by thinking of you. At first we were neighbors at the top of the Canyon road, with our husbands friends and working partners and we first-time mothers, sharing stories, our children, cups of tea and the endless search to find and save our precious supplies of water! And when just a few years ago we finally reconnected after many, many years of not having been in touch with each other, how we laughed together, and were sad too, remembering those distant days of our youth. Then soon those same first-borns were getting married and we were all celebrating, you and Raymond, Abe and Tim and my children Maureen and Stephen who were like brother and sister with your two, all of us together in your beautiful garden. The shadow of your illness was by then with us but you would not allow it to take anything from the happiness of the moment. When I first visited you and Raymond, we climbed the steep hill up to a favorite spot in Tilden Park from which we could gaze across the beautiful Bay. And you and I spent long thoughtful hours in your peacegiving garden reflecting upon all in our lives that had been, and what was to come, sometimes just sitting quietly together without talking, and I was learning from you how to be fully and gratefully in the present. You also taught me about acceptance. We knew that as time went by this beloved garden would be your place of refuge and solace. On each of my visits you could do less and still, with a courage that inspires us all, you gave every possible effort to do all you could. And always I marvelled at Raymond's support and care, his patience, the unfathomable depth of his love that was your love together. Being in your company, seeing and feeling your love for each other, brought me a sense of awe. Together you have given your friends a gift like no other, one that will last forever in our lives. But with this much said, it can never erase the fact that I miss you dear Penny from the very bottom of my heart. May you follow out this part of your journey in peace, and carry my dearest love with you. Greta Sloan

    Comment by Greta Sloan [Visitor] — 09/12/06 @ 11:44

  48. It has been 10 years since I lived in the in-law apartment under Penny and Raymond, and I still think of Penny every single day. This beautiful tribute that Raymond has set up for Penny (and for all who have known and loved her) reminds me why; even photos can catch the warmth that exudes from her face, especially when in the presence of those she cares for. In the early 1990s, Penny and Raymond stood in as my family out here in California, and their influence affected me powerfully and changed me for the better. Penny, I will hold you in my heart and thoughts forever ... I do love you so.

    Comment by Katrina (Nelsen) Saba [Visitor] — 09/25/06 @ 23:02

  49. Penny, I am not so lucky as others because we met just once. These things are vivid in my mind: your gentle spirit and inner grace, and your love for your dog, a rather large beast sitting beside you, a slight woman. In late afternoon you were alone in a room waiting for Raymond at the end of a meeting. I saw your patience, as our meeting, like so many others with Raymond, did not end abruptly, but staggered to a conclusion of sorts with one more idea and then another. Finally, Raymond was able to turn to you and your dog, both rewarded by his touch and attention. Raymond has at times freely spoken to me of his love for you. The beautiful photos of you, your artwork, and your family, express his love wordlessly. I feel privileged to share those images and the caring thoughts of the 48 others who wrote before me. Travel softly on the path ahead.

    Comment by Asher Sheppard [Visitor] — 09/28/06 @ 23:32

  50. Hi Raymond! Hi Penny! I only met Penny once while I was working for the California Electric and Magnetic Fields Program. It was at a Stakeholders Advisory Consultant meeting (SAC) at 2151 Berkeley Way. I remember Penny being a sea of calm and tranquility amidst all of SAC's boisterous and anxious commentary to be heard. I recall seeing surprize registered on her face as the SAC continued to harangue one another. What an experience! Thank you for sharing Remembering Penny. I feel privledged to have read about a great love especially amidst this time of war and hate. May Peace Prevail.

    Comment by M. A. Stevenson [Visitor] — 10/17/06 @ 15:19

  51. Hi Penny, I remeber talking to you over the phone and seeing you in person while working for Dr. Neutra as his secretary for many years. I remember what a sweet person you are and the beautiful smile you always had. I especially remember the birthday party we had for Dr. Neutra and you was there, it was really special to have you attend. I want you to know that you are in my prayers and I ask about you often.

    Comment by Carolyn Harris [Visitor] — 11/01/06 @ 14:53

  52. Hi Penny, We have not seen you in a while, but carry you ever deep in our hearts. We want you to know that we love you, and that you have made us and many people better, by the love you have given and inspired us. We wanted to thank you for all the grace you have poured on us, and to remind you that you are very special, and that although you may not see all of us, many people are accompanying you and sustaining you all the days of your life. Peace, Clara and Gabriel

    Comment by Clara Irazabal [Visitor] — 11/27/06 @ 13:53

  53. Dear Ray, and dear Penny, My friend and Pomona College room mate, Keiko Nakano, forwarded this to me. I am so moved by your life, Penny, and by your so deeply felt and generously shared writing of that life, Ray. Thank you. I remember Penny as a beautiful, gracious presence. I knew her a little, and once I got to share Chinese New Year's with her family. That was an honor and a treat. She was simply a lovely, lovely human being. I feel a loss not to have had the self-confidence to have known her better and stayed in touch. Years later, in 1977, my Canadian husband and I were at Tassajara Hot Springs, during a sabbatical year in Santa Cruz. Now I will connect those memories with Penny, whose life also intersected there. Penny was artistic in many ways, but ultimately, it is her life that impresses me as the work of greatest art. You have given us a gift, Ray, in writing it with such sensitivity and skill. Again, my appreciation. At the moment, my youngest daughter works for the Alzheimer Society in northern Ontario. I shall forward this website to her. My love and honor to you all, Pamela Harris

    Comment by Pamela Harris [Visitor] — 12/01/06 @ 12:02

  54. Dear Penny. The first weekend that I met you, Tim asked Abe if he thought that something might be wrong with your health. And then this disease's visible effects began their shockingly quick progression. I feel like I've gotten a glimpse of a glorious woman, but not enough of it. Abe expresses his appreciation for you in your same quiet but strong way, and I take comfort in having known you as much as I have, if only to understand my husband and his strongest influence. I do my best at taking careful mental notes of everything I learn about you, so that I can teach your grandchildren as much of it as possible. And I can't help but feel sorry for us that you can't be here for their lives. You leave a legacy that is staggeringly rich - if this page of loving statements were the only evidence of your life, it would be perfectly clear how wonderful you are. I am honored and humbled to be a part of your family. Thank you for welcoming me so lovingly.

    Comment by Jennifer Masich Lynn [Visitor] — 12/11/06 @ 17:05

  55. Dearest Penny, Browsing through these wonderful pictures brings back so many wonderful memories of you and the boys. Growing up with Timo and Abe, camping, swimming, playing cards, arguing about who's smarter and chasing each other through the hallways. You were our second mother, Casey and I loved learning to throw pottery from you, creating beautiful beads from Racoo (sp?). I still remember the first moment I met you, I was 10, my mom and my brothers and sister knocked on your door, you opened the door and the first thing I noticed was you long flowing hair, I thought you were the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen. And then we met Timo and Abe, they were a little weird, (all boys were weird at that age) Timo was taller than Abe eventhough he was younger, and all they did was watch Star Trek and build model airplanes. But I grew to love them both as Casey and I had so much fun with them. And now I have two boys of my own. I try to remember how you raised Tim and Abe because they turned out to be so fantastic. I will always have a special place for you in my heart. Know that you have added so much to my life. Love, Linn

    Comment by Linn Lee [Visitor] — 12/31/06 @ 17:56

  56. Dear Raymond and Penny.....how often I have thought of both of you and was so happy to receive your annual newsy Christmas letter. Thank you for always sharing. Thank you , Penny, for bringing so much love to Raymond and his family. I only wish that I had been able to spend more time with you. I do remember our visit with my daughter Kristin....your rose garden, pottery, Ray cleaning out the "shed", lunch outside in a charming restaurant and walking the dogs.....a wonderful day. May the rest of your journey together be loving and peaceful and know that we are here for you, Ray, in whatever way that we can be. Much love and lots of hugs.........

    Comment by Suzanne Ollivier Bailey [Visitor] — 01/06/07 @ 18:09

  57. One of my best memories of Pomona is the time I spent with Penny Sophomore year--enjoying a nice day in the Quad, watching her sketch in her room, and especially the San Francisco Glee Club tour that year. We stayed with Penny's aunt (or godmother) in Chinatown. I can't describe Penny's qualities any better than you have, Ray. She is someone you want to be around. It was good to meet again when Tim received his Canine Companion helper (and we were trying to train another dog for the job). I've enjoyed your annual letters and particularly appreciate knowing how well her family and friends have cared for Penny these last few years--making her life as full and rewarding as possible in the circumstances. Thank you. Thinking of all of you in this sorrowful time.

    Comment by Sandy Martensen [Visitor] — 01/08/07 @ 12:56

  58. Dear Penny....The lovely sculpture you gave Donna and me sits in a very special place in our home. We enjoy its' beauty every day and every day it reminds us of your beauty. We still remember our time with you and Raymond several years ago at Tassajara and how much we enjoyed talking and laughing with the two of you. Our loving thoughts are with you both.... "may you be free of all physical pain, may you be free of all mental pain and may your heart be at ease".... Allan and Donna Newman

    Comment by Allan Newman [Visitor] — 01/09/07 @ 14:11

  59. Memories of your laughter especially makes my heart glad along with feelings of the sun on our skin, your face and mine, your slender hands gently touching me with thier capable beauty streaming like golden liquid through the burnished, entwining madrone branches and our children, Timo, Abe, Dylan, Jamuna, Rebecca close by and baby Ian on my lap. I see you throwing back your gorgeous swan neck with your electric black hair flying and your eyes glowing deeply dark as precious as any stone unearthed and gleaning with light in it's fecund river bed. We talked sometimes after I had walked a distance to see you during Canyon's darkening winter afternoons while drinking tea you had brewed and sometimes sadness rested heavily over both of us like a blanket we could not shed, still, we knew, that both the light and dark days would come to an end and we would be free to laugh, and move as in a dance to the music within us, and hear it sounding joyfully through the tree's and spirits of those we have loved and love. I shall always be grateful for your integrity, love, and goodness! I hold you and your family in the light! Roberta

    Comment by Roberta Llewellyn [Visitor] — 02/23/07 @ 16:40

  60. Dear Raymond, Thank you for including me in this. Your beautiful memoir of your lives is such a wonderful way to honor you both, and your love and respect for Penny just blossom from your story. What a full, rich life. I was Penny's chiropractor for several years into the 90's; I remember especially her neck problems. I actually contacted her doctor when I noticed her forgetting appointments; it was not like other forgetting I had seen in my practice. I'll always remember her peaceful, gentle energy and quiet humor. I am so glad I knew her. Thank you, Suzanne

    Comment by suzanne conrad [Visitor] — 03/10/07 @ 14:35

  61. Oh the joy and the sorrow.

    Comment by Hadley Batchelder [Visitor] — 03/13/07 @ 19:42

  62. Dear Raymond, please let me offer my sincere condolence on this sad event and share your grief over Penelope's decease. In this Mitsumu joins. Memories of her when I took you two to Kajyuji temple, Kyoto, and a nearby coffee house will stay with me to the end. We ordered a set of coffee and scone at the coffee house, and I still clearly remember her joy. She had never had such a delicious scone in her life, she exclaimed in her marvellously sweet voice.

    Comment by Mitsumu and Makoto Nagawara [Visitor] — 03/13/07 @ 22:01

  63. Dear Aunt Penny, I have many wonderful memories of you. You came into my life when I was a very impressionable 9 or 10, and became a model outside my immediate family, at first for beauty, femininity and competence as an artist and cook, and later as a model for quiet power and strength. I was so impressed with your ability to combine art and beauty with the necessities of life. I remember watching as you carved out a Chinese melon, filled it with soup ingredients, and then invited me and Steve and Katie to cover it with rough clay, complete with a face before we buried it in a firepit to simmer all day. I remember how you jumped up after dinner one evening and said, "Let's see. Maybe we can make gingerbread." And then I helped you grind the wheat for flour, grate the ginger, pour in molasses and honey - no recipe, nothing measured except by your eye. It was magic! And delicious.... Another time we climbed to the third floor of the Canyon house to a simple dinner, where you greeted us in a long red dress, black hair down to your ankles, candles lighting you from behind. I felt we'd gone back in time to the Middle Ages. More magic. When I was older, I began learning another side of you. I woke up after a visit from you and Deva to our house in Fullerton and found a carved wooden comb under my pillow along with a small tab of Chinese embroidery. It turned out you had cut off all your hair. You later told me that you did not want to be seen only for your hair, particularly by men, and that now you had more time to do what you wanted. Another kind of magic! Thank you, Penny, for the mental pictures you've given me, for the artistic guidance you've given me just by living, for the artistic inspiration you've given my daughters with the beads you passed on to them. Thank you, Penny, for the beauty you created and the beauty you lived, and the beauty you are. Love, Robin Lynn-Jacobs

    Comment by Robin Lynn-Jacobs [Visitor] — 03/14/07 @ 11:39

  64. Although we never had the pleasure of meeting Abe's Mom, we certainly have been able to learn more about her and her wonderful life and family through this amazing tribute of her life. Thank you Jennifer and Abe for making time to share this part of your life with us.... and we admire your strength in all that you went through this past weekend...loosing your Mom Penny and then the birth of your daughter Penny!! I know your Mom has got to be so proud of you and your family. And now a granddaughter named after her. Having known Abe and Jenn, there was no doubt she was blessed by having such a wonderful son and daughter-in-law. Now by reading this website, I know how special this lady was and how many wonderful people and family she was blessed with. What more can we ask for when our time is up? Blessings to you all, Sharon and Mac in San Diego

    Comment by Sharon and Mac McCollum- friends of Abe, Jenn, Emmet & Baby Penny [Visitor] — 03/15/07 @ 11:02

  65. Dear Raymond, Our plane landed in Seattle and that evening at the hotel we received your email informing us of Penny's passing. As Rich and I drove toward Berkeley the next day, we regretted that we had not left Juneau a few weeks earlier for perhaps then we might have been able to see Penny one more time. There are countless memories that span over three decades of friendship, but I will especially cherish the time you and Penny came to see us in Juneau and we were able to walk the Outer Point Trail. Despite Penny's illness we were able to negotiate the boardwalk through the muskeg and old growth forests to the sea and marvel at the beauty of the Southeast Alaskan landscape. Penny was a remarkable woman, artist and friend and we were so fortunate to have known her. We will miss her so very much. Our condolences to you and your family.

    Comment by Fumi Matsumoto [Visitor] — 03/17/07 @ 23:18

  66. I knew Penny at Pomona, where her brother was my boyfriend's room mate. I grew to love Penny, and when we were married, we chose Doug and Penny as attendants. I remember her parents and how gracious they were to us. We lost touch over the years and I have been so grateful for Raymond's sending me his yearly letters. I feel a sense of loss for not having known her better over the years. You and Penny went through so much together. How wonderful that you found each other and had so many years to enjoy each other. The letters from her friends are a beautiful tribute to an exceptional woman. Clearly, she will be missed by many, many people.

    Comment by Molly Coulson [Visitor] — 03/20/07 @ 13:37

  67. Dear Ray, We only have known each other tangentially over the years as our paths crossed in the ebb and flow of life from my time as a staff person with a California Senate committee, as a board member of the Council on Wireless Technology impacts and as a health and disability researcher and you in your capacity as a physician and with the health department. It is to my deep regret that I only had the opportunity to meet Penny once when out to dinner with you, Dr. Neil Cherry and Libby Kelley. Her illness already had progressed. As I read and viewed your tribute to Penny there was such a sense of loss of not having truly known this remarkable, incredible woman. Thank you for giving all of us this gift - a heartfelt and touching memorial to Penny and the gift of her life to her family, to you and to the larger world Joan.

    Comment by Joan Ripple [Visitor] — 03/20/07 @ 16:00

  68. Dear Ray, I want to thank you for always being such an inspiration. Now I know from where you drew your strength. Your tribute to Penny is truly profound. I will keep Penny, you and your lovely family in my prayers. Jessica

    Comment by Jessica Nunez de Ybarra [Visitor] — 03/20/07 @ 17:08

  69. Dear Neutra & Der Yuen Families, I did not know Penny, nor had I ever heard of her before reading her obituary in SF Chronicle. I was so struck by what I read, I cut out the obit and looked up this website the next time I was at the library-I don't have a computer at home. I feel privileged to be able to share some of the images and thoughts on this website. I just wanted you to know that when I read about Penny's passing, I thought to myself, "Maybe a shorter-than-hoped-for life, but such a full and interesting one!" And useful and caring and giving. We should all be so blessed to have such a life. My good thoughts go out to all of you. Sincerely, Carol Sethre

    Comment by Carol A. Sethre, of Sutter Creek, CA [Visitor] — 04/04/07 @ 17:48

  70. I checked in to read any new comments and found strange entries unrelated to Penny or her family. These wierd interruptions are followed by more beautifully written entries. So, I am thinking, this is not so surreal but it often happens that in the middle of dealing with the loss of a loved ones, we still take time for mundane activities like paying the water bill or getting our teeth cleaned. These ads are not so surreal in that context although I do wish they would go away.

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